Where do I go from here?

you have not ruined everything ---- you dont ruin things by telling the truth ---- you have changed things a little but seriously even the most insensitive guy (like myself) could see you are both in love with each other and his little speech proves it --- ive said the same thing and she basically showed me i was wrong by showing me just how much i care for her ---- guys say these things when we think we are not good enough to be with you ---- we see some flaws in ourself that says she will find out about this and hate me i dont want that --- generally she already knows and still loves him ---- dont take this bs ---- talk to him tell him he is full of it --- be firm be ertive (what have you got to lose) ---- you are going away and he probably thinks if he says he loves you you will stay ---- tell him love finds a way --- i think you get the drift ---- best wishes